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Where is thy bowl? Capacitate to bear more & have as much as u want
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Posted On :
Oct-11-2011
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Sitting beside a shopping mall amidst thunder of a cosmopolitan city there was you; seemingly sluggish, unhappy & devoid of energy... internalizing and reprimanding the creator and self for not being able to accomplish all that you yearned so far. Complaints with it (creator) & self for not enabling yourself be understood to all those with whom you share the moments of affection and work. Those whom you always wanted to
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Where is thy bowl? Capacitate to bear more & have as much as u want
Sitting beside a shopping mall amidst thunder of a cosmopolitan city there was you; seemingly sluggish, unhappy & devoid of energy... internalizing and reprimanding the creator and self for not being able to accomplish all that you yearned so far. Complaints with it (creator) & self for not enabling yourself be understood to all those with whom you share the moments of affection and work. Those whom you always wanted to bear your purest intents have never understood you. Yes there are complaints with your own self for not allowing this self get rid of all that what you wanted to shun... and with you this state continues since years together. Though under a state of a concealed depression you are bisected within hope & no hope. You are at this moment experiencing a very peculiar type of contemplative state where the roaring sounds of speeding vehicular traffic; sirens etc. are absolutely unheard within you. This meditative state equates the one that is experienced by the ‘siddhas’ (the one that are elevated ones in spiritual parlance). But with you this state of immersion within is not for any furtherance into the dimension of consciousness instead it is dissolution into the nothingness of deprivation.
Suddenly a fair complexioned old fellow bearing nicely trimmed white beard and with a medium height appears before you… you till that moment were stooped and gazing towards the ground beneath as if the surface beneath morphed into a canvas where your nothingness was being screened. You raise your head noticing his presence so close and affront… you have no interest to know about his presence before you but his presence is quite insisting in a most powerful yet abstract persuasive language. You enhance the levels of your outward noticing faculty and observe a remarkable glare over his forehead… his clothes are as ordinary as should be with any other ordinary person on the road with the same age… yet he had something that hastily drew your immersed self pop out at the surface and dedicate your entire awareness to the visitor standing right in front.
He initiates upon his discussion with you without any trace of hesitation and talks… “ Why don’t instead work upon turning your bowl upside & try to capacitate more “. You are now caught almost as unaware since the utmost expectancy about this visitor amidst your mind was; either he shall enquire about some address or shall seek for some financial assistance… but a sentence that could be in form of a suggestive remedy to your perturbed insight was never expected all of a sudden from a stranger.
You are under extreme element of anxiety wherein anything else may land within your mind but how to accept and take this sudden intruder is not agreeable within your understanding… putting it in simpler words you are not able to assess and conclude as to how should you respond to this gentleman. Anyway gathering all force and attention within you come out with a response by enquiring… “ Sir I am sorry- do I know you?” and he immediately responds, “ No you don’t need to since the important amidst both of us is that I know you all through and through… and that suffices our talk”… These words throw you back and the mind sinks further into the ditch of anxiety and dullness… it is a strange phenomenon in ones life where one experiences the dullness and anxiety both simultaneously where one makes one inactive and the other activates ones concerns to highest levels.
This time you gear up to put up a straightforward response that intends to stall all further discussion and relieve of this intruder. You remark, “ Sir I am not able to gather any sense from your words and moreover I am not able to relate myself to you on any count therefore my submission is that I should be excused right now”. Taking your response the old man immediately replies… “ look my friend it was you triggered for my presence over here and my presence here is merely to resolve your state of mind towards a solution therefore kindly don’t pounce such words that thwart my acceptance of your petition”… These words now force you consider that it is high time to bear this intruder even to an millimeterised extent and you now put all your available might and stand up face o face towards the intruder and make self ready for a combat.
Your words now are as an arsenal towards the old man… Who are you? Clarify your presence before me or else just move away otherwise… This response makes the old man smile; as if he is concealing his identity and was already aware of all that is transpiring within your mind… and in response he says… (for the remaining part read in the part-2 of this small story bearing knowledge and learning; desire2will.com. Dinesh kumar, learning under discipline). To be continued...
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Article Source :
http://www.articleseen.com/Article_Where is thy bowl? Capacitate to bear more & have as much as u want_90775.aspx
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Author Resource :
www.desire2will.com
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Keywords :
be wilderness, bowl, capacity, complaints, confusion, cosmopolitan, depression, desire2will, dinesh kumar, failure,
Category :
Self Improvement
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Self Improvement
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