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Where is thy bowl? Capacitate to bear more & have as much as u want- Part-8

Posted On : Oct-24-2011 | seen (464) times | Article Word Count : 1185 |

The door bell going repeatedly forces you to drag yourself out of a sleep that was grossly engrossed into countless running dreams and you force yourself to leave the bed and move out towards the main door to respond the intermittent ringing door bell… the light behind the curtains inform you that it is daytime… you open the door and there stands…
Where is thy bowl? Capacitate to bear more & have as much as u want- Part-8
Last words as mentioned under Part-5. …
The door bell going repeatedly forces you to drag yourself out of a sleep that was grossly engrossed into countless running dreams and you force yourself to leave the bed and move out towards the main door to respond the intermittent ringing door bell… the light behind the curtains inform you that it is daytime… you open the door and there stands…
Continued… The milkman holding three bottles of milk… it takes you a while to draw requisite consciousness to manage those bottles in your limited hands & the moment you engage both hands to manage three bottles; the milkman also draws an envelope held beneath his left shoulder and tries to hand it over to you. It becomes all the more difficult on account that three bottles already have taken all in you and now where should this envelope get accommodated… before you can arrive any conclusion the milkman rises another step to come up at your level at the threshold and inserts the envelope beneath your left shoulder… you facilitate his attempt by slightly lifting the left armpit and then immediately closing it down in order to grip the envelope. But before you turn back towards milkman a question is thrown over him; “Oh this must be the milk bill”; but the reply comes in negative. He informs you that the moment he landed at the door he saw this envelope lying on the ground and considering that it may not become tramped by some ones feet or fall prey to some fast blowing wind, he thought it appropriate to hand it over to you. You thank him for his wise act and close the door with your leg and come in to place ingredients at their appropriate confinement.
After confining the milk you come down towards the envelope although there is a considerate factor on your mind that what shall now have to be done with three litres of milk; the family is away; did she (your wife) not inform this fellow (milkman) to cut the quantity for few days to come… the thought of the milk clouds your mind but immediately it is defogged by the curiosity about the envelope. On your initial examination the envelope bears no name of the recipient, nor there is any mention of the sender and over and above it is not sealed… it is wide open for anyone to read its contents… a question hovers in your mind… who is this and for whom is this meant for?
Amidst confusion and curiosity you take out the single paper within it and find merely five lines written over a plain piece of that paper... and as they read:
'I know that your mind shall not get rid of me; and I am also aware that it is not that easy for you share my details with anyone else. Whenever you consider it appropriate Just recall & observe my face and I shall appear before thee'… In service to my lord; an envoy of opportunity'.
For you It went beyond any doubt that who was the author of this letter… but the question was about the time it would have been written or dropped since he (the stranger) did not appear to be carrying any plain envelope or paper etc. You immediately tell yourself that it is enough of that stranger and no more scrutiny about who, where and what all's about him… One must put an end to matters that do not mean much to ones life… and you deliberately engage yourself into activities that enable one get ready for an outside move.
It takes not more than forty minutes for you to get ready and step out of the home… with main door keys inserted into the pockets there you are on the road with a plan that leads you no where… but still you force yourself to go on and put all halt over your thinking brain and rush towards the nearest bus stop. There comes a bus and without much consideration you are now boarded into it and seek tickets for a point that is beside a large shopping mall. While within the bus you just go on thinking… rather saying it within your own self… “ if anyone shall go by looks, my clothes; I appear to be well settled and it shall be appearing to all onlookers that I am moving for some serious business… but the fact is known to me alone. With kids now the minimum expectations out of life have risen to levels where economy and esteem both travel hand in hand… and there am I; somehow able to conceal at the ends of esteem and always breaking to stretch to meet economic ends.” This is not the first time that you are within yourself examining a critical appraisal of your factual state but the malady is that you don't find any better thought to end with… henceforth it all starts with it and ends up at the same level…
Let me tell you my friend that you are not the only one in this world undergoing and recalling such lines… maybe we can find many who could experience such state and express it thousand times better than you have done it in the crudest manner…
By the time you were within your-self termination the destination without any purpose had arrived. You get down from the bus and with a nowhere mind the good looking serious individual continues his move towards the shopping mall as if visiting for a serious business and an ascertained appointment.
With most men around this world the nature has bestowed a hidden potential within most… they can conceal the agony at heart and create a confident pretentious being; the one who shall have no exhibition of any dearth… they are very few who come on the road as naked (expose their broken state within)… tall or short, fat or slim, black or white… men are men… caring, responsible, loving, affectionate, trustworthy at all extents despite of some animalistic instinctive streaks within… men are men all over where ever they are… and proudly speaking today the majority of them do not see any pride in denigrating the other gender that is so loving and dear to their hearts… conflicts shall stay in this world for ever but it is for sure that in coming times the conflicts shall exist amidst people of both genders who are far better to those existed earlier… the human race is grossly improving… these lines make sense to only those who want the good to be all around and not to others…
A strong thought within takes you towards that coffee shop window and there you place the order for a coffee mocha and a muffin to eat as breakfast… holding your coffee and muffin you look around a place to sit… and there you sight one… (Tobe continued ) desire2will.com. dinesh kumar(learning under discipline)

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Keywords : Annoyance, Communication, Concerns, Conflict, Depression, Desire2will, Dinesh Kumar, Hope, Love, Men,

Category : Self Improvement : Self Improvement

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